3.I knew at that moment I have to make a choice. I can submit to everthing that was happening and even life have excuses, or to push myself. I could push myself and make my life good. (Only at that very moment did I realize that I have to make a choice, either give in to everything happening in life, living from hand to mouth, either struggle for a good life.)
4.Don't close your eyes, what if the chance happen in next second.
I love my mom, from beginning to end, the first and the last, although she drug even though she did not care for her daughter, and I have been in the care of her, as she became my children.
I don't know. I don’t know how long can you know that there is something bigger for you, and yet you ignore that.
Don’t we do that? We tell ourselves what? I’m gonna take on a big picture in my life, I really will recess my career, relationship, health.
When? Later! Right?
We always do this. I am. I just can’t because I’m busy right now, and we get so wrapped up in the moment we make this promise to ourselves later.
I pushed away school to later. I pushed away taking, stepping into my life in the biggest sense. I push that away later. And when you push that away, you’ll push away even the most important things.
Look,I used to visit my mother in the hospital for 5 hours.But I used to visit her all day.I used,you know I used to be the person who visits her most.So I thought I was responsible for being with her. The strawberry milkshake from the cafeteria.
.Or…You know the oldest.She likes the oldest.So we listened to the radio.And we sang a song together.And I helped wash her hair while we played the radio and crums .Of my mother’s hair will come out in my hands.